“Prayer is simply talking with God where you can reveal your deepest hurts and emotions. You can tell God, honestly, what is on your heart. Unburden yourself before God and know that He hears you, cares for you and loves you beyond imagination.” – Dr. Ramona
Im praying for a lil help. Things have felt a bit hopeless lately and I’ve lost my will. I left the abuser 5 years ago but to this day, he continues to torment and torture me through any lil way possible sometimes through our child – no matter how small or petty. I feel so much guilt over her being caught in his aim. I’m beginning to realize that he will never let me be. He followed us the other day and then sent me a barrage of texts accusing me of something I didn’t do. It’s so stressful! I’ve since blocked him on my phone which has helped immensely. I am coming out with my story slowly which is hard reliving it. I’m worried no one will believe me because it’s been so long and he has been so good at hiding what he did. But honestly I’m doing this in the hope that he will stop trying to control my life and to stop his continual efforts to try & make me miserable. I want to feel as though I’m not being watched and followed all the time. I want to stop living in fear and just live in love surrounded by those I love & who love me. I would like my daughter to know that this is not normal or acceptable. I want us to lead our lives separately but he just won’t let me be. I don’t know what to do. Please pray that I find my way because right now I am lost in the dark. Please pray that my daughter and I no longer have to suffer at his hands and can live our lives in peace and love.