“Prayer is simply talking with God where you can reveal your deepest hurts and emotions. You can tell God, honestly, what is on your heart. Unburden yourself before God and know that He hears you, cares for you and loves you beyond imagination.” – Dr. Ramona
I have been married to an abuser for the past 30 years and the worst abuse has taken place in the last 5 months. I struggled to separate or divorce for many reasons; primarily my vows before God, my love for him, the affect on our four grown children, and not wanting to ruin his reputation. However, I am ready to get divorced now because he left last Thursday, did not allow me to go with him to visit family, did not leave me any money for emergencies, and did not contact me for three days after he left for a weekend trip that he is still not back from as of Tuesday morning. I am on a fixed income of $914 come next month, have severe allergies to mold and dust, and have bad credit so I need some miracles. I need to leave the state to heal from the constant mold exposure and the wounds from abuse. I need community. I need transportation. I need God’s complete guidance and strength to move forward and out of this abusive marriage, but want to minimize the affect on the children and need wisdom as to how to handle my departure with them. They also will need healing. Thank you for praying for me and my family.