“Prayer is simply talking with God where you can reveal your deepest hurts and emotions. You can tell God, honestly, what is on your heart. Unburden yourself before God and know that He hears you, cares for you and loves you beyond imagination.” – Dr. Ramona
Please pray for my wife who is divorcing me. I have recently been able to see and admit to the emotional and psychological abuse that I have suffered under over the course of our 20+ yr relationship. This is not a welcome revelation from a man, which leaves me few places to turn. I have been aware of her detached and narcissistic behaviors from the beginning but I was convinced that I was the problem. She has convinced family and friends and COUNSELORS that I am an abusive monster and have had an affair on her. These are complete and utter falsehoods.
I believe with my whole heart that she is bound by her alcoholic upbringing. Her heart is so walled in that she cannot accept love and gain the wonder and beauty of such freedom to be loved.
Whether we end up divorced or not (I do not want this) I am deeply concerned that she will continue to live in a false reality and not come to realize the affects of her actions. This is not only destroying her and our marriage but our children as well. I desire God to reveal to her the pain that created her detached relationship style. I pray that the spirit will guide her heart to the wounds that created this in her. The source is revealed to her.
And, lastly, that she will find forgiveness in her heart for my contribution to triggering her and bring these things out of her.